Cloth Dreams – A memoir…of sorts
Cloth Dreams is a book about the life of the author who as a psychotherapist has listened to the life stories of many hundreds of people but is now paying attention to her own and as an artist uses her work as a vehicle to anchor the narrative and describe her life experiences..
From her early childhood in a poor, single parent, first generation Australian family, to adulthood as successful therapist, academic and author, Katerina Levkovich begins by portraying how she has overcome the struggles of an existential life by avoiding and controlling her archrival. Carefully she has outwitted and persistently managed to liberate and emancipate herself from its clenching grasp. However it returns at a time of significance in her life and threatens to disturb her final chance of happiness with her soulmate.
After a prosperous and happy period of stability where he has fallen in love with them both and mediated between her and her nemesis the major turning point in the story leads Kati and her adversary to confront their dilemma.
Should they choose to extinguishing one so the other survives?
Continue to live together but struggle or compromise with neither ever finding fulfilment?
Or metaphysically become one being – meaning each will lose their own identity to create something new.
For those readers interested in a redemptive story of a young woman’s life this book will leave you searching for the answers to life’s challenges spellbound…. love, loss, betrayal, madness, accomplishment and success ….
Through its peculiar twists, poignant troughs and pinnacles of fulfilment and triumph the author takes the reader on a journey that is sometimes surreal in its illusion but strikingly real in its content.
Katerina Levkovich makes no apologies for her irreverent use of Carl Jung’s shadow and Freud’s hallmark psychoanalytic personality indicators – the Id, super ego and ego – to portray her experience of life.
She removes any doubt about how the villains and heroes of her irrational universe impact on the story she tells through the lens of creative autobiography. Weaving complex psychodynamic theories through creative narrative prose she might leave lovers of psychology or counselling educated, enlightened and reflecting on their own life as well as developing a curious interest and understanding of the lives of the people with whom they work.
The concepts of Freud’s unconscious and Jung’s archetypal symbology enlighten and inform the reader about ideas that came before the postmodern wave of socially constructed identity and life, and yet at the same time Cloth Dreams manages to portray a life dominated by post-modern constructs of identity formation that emphasise narrative and the storied nature of human conduct.
If there is one thing that the reader gains from immersing themselves in this book it is the authors commitment and belief that love….and art… can change lives.